Just quick thoughts... I feel like what ever you need to say should be spoken. Its not always easy to do so ....because you wonder... (no matter where you are in your relationship) if you will be judged, left or will the relationship be different.
I can think of the most harsh things to say sometimes and my thoughts are filled with such anger and pain... so sometimes I have to give myself time to calm down and really look at what is going on and see how I can assess the situation. Sometimes I hate how much I am a thinker but I realize that my heart is also so great that I don't want to react from past pain.
Its like a battle inside ... one side filled with so much pain and anger (that lessons in time of course) but the other side... filled with so much love. I am not sure where my writing was taking me... but all in all ... with the last messages being about unconditional love... I see how important it is to say all that you want, and feel, BE YOU cuz if your partner doesnt like it you must deal with it NOW, compromise with their help... or the relationship will end.
I am releasing the person that tries to be someone else... I am Me... I'm not perfect, Im not fun to be around sometimes, sometimes I am cranky for no reason... but I am me.
I am holding on to my values and what I believe... and I am following what I think is right... in my heart.
PS. I love you TROY ellis Jr. :)
Thanks for all the love and support.
Hope I have encouraged someone...
Love Always,
Stace
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